Wednesday, June 29, 2011

CHANGE!!!

Changes always take place in lyf..

whether it be in circumstances..

or in people who are part of our lyf...

Sometimes wen we feel dat our lyf is just perfect

and we dnt need anything else..

a sudden change in lyf occurs

and we r left awestruck,

wid a pain in our heart dat never dies...

We expect a lot of things

but,alas,people never live upto the expectations...

They hurt us in such a way dat

the wounds of our heart never heals,not even wid tym...

We never want our dear ones to leave us,

but no matter wat,they will change wid tym,

and at a certain point of our lyf they WILL simply vanish leaving us

crying,all alone,numb wid a stabbing pain in our hearts...

They promise us many a things,

but those are mere words...

they never mean it...

And all dat we r left wid is loneliness

and pain in our hearts..

I wish people never changed...

I wish tym never changed..

It would hav been so nice if lyf

gave us all dat we wanted..

but, no, we rarely get watever we wish for..

So always expect people to change ...

and make this loneliness a part of ur existence...

Saturday, February 19, 2011

In the depths of despair

Wanna cry my heart out,but cant...
Wanna end my life,but cant...
It seems my hands are bound..
Dont know how this suffering will end...
Am broken,beyond repair..
YOU ARE MY LIFE
But you fail to understand this notion of mine...
Am doomed ..
but still I LOVE YOU...
Cant force you to love me back...
I dnt know why am writing this..
Maybe am just trying to reduce the pain of my heart..
I have forgotten how to live my life..
For the first time am regretting...
Not for loving you,but for not being able to convey it to you..
I have just wanted one thing from my life...YOU..
but life is hard on me...it seems am destined for being lonely throughout my life..
But I promise you one thing,i will never be able to fall in love again...
Coz here i am all lost in the depths of despair...
I LOVE YOU...

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Lost!!!



Sometimes love hurts like hell...


It feels like you wanna breathe but don't have air surrounding you...


It feels like you wanna scream but your voice gets choked...


It feels like you wanna cry but there's no one is ready to offer you his shoulder...


I really don't know when this pain will come to an end,when i'll be able to feel the bliss again..


I wanna be strong to bear this immense pain,but where can I get the strength???


I am in complete darkness with no hope,no strength,nothing...


I am LOST!!!


It feels that I'm LOST FOREVER!!!


It feels that I'll never be able to come close to you again...


I feel that this is the end of myself and the beginning of an unknown person,who is lonely and completely LOST in the dark...


I want to be the old ME again,but how can I be so???


Please ...somebody HELP ME...Please...








Friday, September 17, 2010

Tears!!!



Tears are welling up in my chest... Iwant to cry..cry hard...but I think I've lost all my senses,all my emotions... I want to pour out myself entirely,in front of everyone...but I cant find myself in the darkness...Love is ruining me like hell...Can anybody understand my situation???

I guess NO...

I want to tell him how wretched I'm feeling,but I can't find any words to convey my emotions to him...

Love can b really harsh sometimes...

Love means pain...and simply pain...

No bliss,no cheer,no enjoyment,no laugh,just pain..

The pain never dies down...

Why doesn't the pain subside???

Why doesn't the pain leave me alone???

I m searching for the answer but all that I can lay my hands upon is just the pain of loneliness...

I can find Nothing ELSE!!!

Promises...



Promises...


What are promises???


They are just mere words,said to someone to give her false hopes...


Promises are always meant to b broken...


If the answer to this question is always known then why does it hurt so much when someone breaks a promise he have once made to you??


Promises are made to lure a person and ultimately it leads to shedding tears only...


I really want not to believe in any more promises,but I always fail to listen to my heart in this matter...


Today I swear on myself,I won't believe in any promises anymore...


No promises,no false assurances,no false hopes,AND thus no more shedding tears!!!


LESS expections leads to a happy life,I guess...


Let me EXPECT no more!!!